The happest Place On Earth

So this last week Ryan and I went to Cali for a wedding. While we were there we got to hit up Disneyland. WOW it was a blast. It is true that it is the happest place on earth. Ryan had never been there so it was really fun for us. It brought back fun memories for me and new ones for Ryan. It was great one of our best friends met up with us there Rayna Marsh (Rayna Babe) thanks for comming girl we had a bast. Not to mention I ran into one of my childhood friends that was such a treat. I can't wait to go back. We are hopping to head back this summer to see more frines and family and not to mention hit the beach. Thanks Ryan this was so much fun. Way over due and and much needed

This blog rocks you have to go to it (GOOD FOOD)

So one of my very good friends started a recipe blog you should all go to it and start adding you great recipes to it tell me what you think
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My Endless Heart Break

I thought that this post would be going very different. I know that some of you are aware of our infertility that we have. This last month Ryan and I chose to give INVETRO one more chance. It was a long proses and painful just like it was back in June. But this time we felt different. We did all of the shots and the pills and the appointments. This last Sunday we were getting the call to see if it worked or not. They had transferred 2 embeors. We were very hopeful. It was great I had my parents with us along with the Foster family and the Greehalgh's had surprised me and drove out from ABQ to be hear to support us with the out come. It was very nice to have them all there. Well time had finally come and Ryan got the phone call from our Dr. I could not be in the room when this all took place. We were all standing in the kitchen when Ryan walked in and shouted WE ARE PREGNANT!!! We all jumped and crayed and hugged and kissed. I never in my life thought that I would here or say those words.
The next day came and my parents went back home and my sisters and there family's played. But to my horror I started to bleed. I was so scared and I could not contain my tears. I bleed for the next few day and cramped. Come Friday evening when I would have been 5 weeks I got the call from the Dr that it was true. I had miscarried my two babies.
I don't even know what to do at this point. I feel like I am going crazy. I am trying to find the good in this but I am having a really hard time. My loss of 6 children is some thing that I never thought I would have to go through. I don't even know what els to type. I wish that I had more faith. Maybe that is why this is happening. He has given this trial to me and I am still trying to sort it all out. I am gratefully for all of the prayers and thought of every one. Know that I love my Husband more than anything and with him by my side I want to make it. I love you all and I am grateful for every one of you out there.....Please pardon all of my spelling mistakes and pour gramer.

My Family I love and Thank you from the bottom of my Heart

This post is veary dear to my heart. I just want to take a moment and tell my family how much I love them.
Mom & Dad- I don't even know where to start. I just want the two of you to know that I am so lucky to have such great parents. Every day I pray for the two of you that things in your life will stort out for the best. I know that Ryan and I would not be where we are today if it was not for all of the prayers and faith that you have had in us. You always seem to put your children first even though they are adults now and I thank you for that. I just want you to know that I love you and I am so greatful that I was able to be sent to this earth with such loveing,caring,selfless,speritual,fun,happy,and close Family that WE have. Thanks

Richard,Lisa,Tyler,Kelsey,and Ryan- I am so blessed to have a big sister like you and that you have such a beautiful family. I am so greatful evey day for the fun times that we have spent together. Richard know that I may have had tears of sadness on your wedding day but I did not know any better I have tears of joy for you and your kids. You guys have really been there for Ryan and my self these past few year I am so greatful for that. I know lisa if I asked you to give me the shirt of your back you would know questions asked. I want all of you to know how much I love and appreachate you. I can't wait to play more fun games with all of you. I love you so so so so much.

Jeff,Janell,Eathen,Hayley,and Brooklyn-I don't even know where to start. I am so greatful that my sister answers my almost every phone call. I know that the Gregerson family is amazing with all that they have on there plate right now. I love there kids and it makes my day when I get to talk to them on the phone and most of all hear them giggel. I know that I call late and I want to say thanks to Janell for not getting made at me for that. I love all of you so much and I am so greatful for all of the prayers that you have had for me and Ryan. We miss you more than words can say. I love you I love you.

Jason,Stacy,Megan,and Zoe- I can't thank you guys enough for taking the time and the money out of your busy lifes to come and spend the weekend with us. It was amazing. Stacy I just want you to know that I am so greatful for all of the support that you give me and for taking all of my phone calles. Your girls are just priceless. I don't know how I got so lucky to have such a great family. Greenhalghs You rock and I love you way to much. I can't wait till next time

I don't know how I got so luck to have such a great family. Hevely Father belessed my life beyond belefe because of all of you. I am so greatful. Thank for all of you and every thing from the visits, phone calls, fruit baskets, flowers, love and all of the above. I truley love you so so so so so so so so much.
Love your Daughter,Sister,Aunt,and Friend
Shanda

Very Randon post

Sorry that all of these pics are all over the place but I just had to get some stuff up but I will work on some more soon. Hope every one is doing well. I am also sad to say that I have nothing fun to report but I will work on that.


This is the very special Jewett Family Christmas breakfast wagon wheel This is for you Foxy Grandma


Aurora in her Christmas gear


Ryan,Tyler,Kelsey,and Ryry dressed up to go out and play in the snow


This is a pic of Ryan tubing up a Solder Hollow up in Heber Valley that was such a blast

This is what Aurora looks like when she is relaxing


This is Christina my friend and myself just being silly


This is my front door after the Christmas Storm


My Family sent me a Edible Arrangement this was chacolate covered pineapple it was goooooooood

This is what Las Vegas looks like with a foot of snow CRAZY !!!

This first pic is of my parents place in Las Vegas. Keeping in mind this is what it tipically looks like. A few weeks ago Las Vegas had a huge snow storm that is something that you don't here about. So here are some pics of what Las Vegas looks like with a foot of snow.